Chapter 682. Hear
「 Nii-san shouldn’t have worried about us and just had sex with us with Nii-san’s feelings 」
Luna speaks from the red bed.
「 No, well 」
But, all I did was violate them.
Jii-chan and Minaho-neesan made the request, and I did it with the sisters.
「 Sure, Onii-sama’s overly-serious that he took a lot of time and accompanied Takakura-sama gently 」
「 Isn’t that normal? 」
Lives are at stake in here.
「 It’s their first-time experience, I can’t just release all of my one-sided desires on them 」
「 That’s what’s impressive about Danna-sama 」
「 No, it’s nothing surprising at all! If I were anything amazing, then I wouldn’t be doing this! 」
I’m a useless person.
「 These sisters had their parents killed and have nowhere to go, and now they’re going to become prostitutes for some reason, that shouldn’t happen! 」
For that reason, someone like me had to deflower these sisters.
That’s not something a decent person would do.
「 But, I accepted that Jii-chan and Minaho-neesan decided it. I trust them that this is all for good 」
Minaho-neesan mentioned that the Takakura sister’s case will become insurance to protect Kuromori.
Even if something happens to Jii-chan, we’ll be safe from the outside invaders.
「 I’ll do anything for the family. That’s what I decided 」
Also, Kuromori is a criminal organization, *-
-* and I’m a member
I’ll do any criminal act if it’s for the sake of our family.
I’ve already prepared myself to do so.
「 But, this is wrong. I knew that yet I did it 」
I took the virginity of these sisters.
My semen’s poured into their wombs right now.
「 Yo-chan has that resolve, but you look at the reality and think of what’s the best for the sisters! 」
「 Well, that’s because I want to do everything I can and within my limits 」
I clench my fist.
「 I could do nothing but make Luna my sex slave, I had to make Yomiko give on becoming a shrine maiden 」
In the end, all I did was deflower Tsukiko and nothing else.
「 Even so, you know that it would only be cruel to leave them alone so Yo-chan did all that he could and searched for a way to avoid the worst result, right? 」
Nei says that; but.
「 Kouzuki-ojiichan mentioned at first that LUna-san’s too young so she’s decided to become Agnes’ friend. 」
「 Well, Ya-chan, that’s because I really thought that Agnes needed a friend like Luna 」
「 Is that all? 」
Nei looks into my eyes.
「 Yo-chan, you knew that girls like Luna-san can get a lot of customers, right? 」
Minaho-neesan was 12 when Shirasaka Sousuke kidnapped her and turned her to a prostitute.
I know that there are a lot of lolicon customers too.
There would be men who’d love to pay a lot of money to have sex with cute girls like Luna.
「 But, Kuromori aims to be a fine-luxury brothel 」
Kuromori has abandoned the Shirasaka Sosuke’s era.
There’s no need for lolicon customers.
「 Yeah, they won’t go in. But, there is a demand for it 」
Nei speaks gently.
「 If Yo-chan refused, then Kouzuki-ojiichan will have Luna-san enter another prostitution group and sell her there 」
「 Yo-chan, I think you already know, but Kouzuki-ojiichan’s goal isn’t to turn the sisters to prostitutes. Making them prostitutes is just a means to reach the ultimate goal, and that goal is to awaken their “Miko power” through sex 」
Nei confirms with me.
「 He thought that having sex with an unspecified number of men like they’re prostitutes is their training to become a shrine maiden 」
「 That’s why the deal with Kouzuki-ojiichan at that time was not to send Luna to other prostitution organization since you’ll take her, then he mentioned that you should make her your sex slave, that would make her a likely shrine maiden even for a bit. Luna-san is really still young, so Ojii-chan was thinking that it would be better to leave her to Yo-chan as a sex slave than giving her to some strange men just so that her ability will grow without distortion 」
That’s probably it.
「 I’ll become a shrine maiden? 」
Let’s not give them strange expectations.
「 The possibility isn’t zero at least. If you become a prostitute and have sex with hundreds of men is entirely different when having sex with only me. It’s just a “what if” 」
I say in a panic.
「 Right. In Luna-san’s case, you have two elder sisters, so there are not many expectations from the start 」
Nei follows up.
As expected of the eldest in the room.
The words of the self-proclaimed observer have persuasive power.
I mean, situations like this have the person wearing clothes speak convincingly.
「 Besides, Grandfather couldn’t leave Luna-san to unreliable people 」
「 For example, Tsukiko-san stays here, and Luna-san is entrusted to another organization, that group might be planning to do radical things and force LUna-san to become a shrine maiden 」
There’s a Yakuza boss who might want to force his own child to become a shrine maiden.
It would become a fierce competition on who will be the next shrine maiden.
「 Therefore, I think that is why Grandfather would like to place the sisters in the same place 」
「 That’s why he immediately accepted when Yo-chan said that he wants to take Luna-san 」
My wish and Jii-chan’s objective just happened to be the same.
「 With that said, Yo-chan having Luna-san as a sex slave was the best outcome. Instead, there was no other choice 」
Luna turns to me after hearing Nei’s story.
「 Yes, I know. That’s why thank you Nii-san 」
「 I’m grateful that I became Nii-san’s sex slave 」
「 Yo-chan, you’re working with all your best, you should be proud of it 」
「 If there’s anyone who talks badly of Yo-chan from this then I’ll beat them down 」
「 Let’s erase them 」
「 Wipe them from the face of the earth! 」
I worry that it’s not a joke when you two say that.
「 Then, as for Yomiko-san, I think that making her give up becoming a shrine maiden was the correct choice. It’s impossible for her to become a prostitute with her personality. 」
Yomiko listens to Nei’s story while showing a sad face.
「 Yo-chan, you also plan on telling Kouzuki-ojiichan that you’ll take her by tomorrow, right? What was it again? “Pregnant slave” instead of “Sex Slave” or something? 」
「 Yeah, of course, 」
「 You’re okay with that, Yomiko? 」
「 I’ll leave everything to Kuromori-sama 」
She replied meekly.
「 After doing it twice, my body has become Kuromori-sama’s “pregnant slave” 」
She touched her lower abdomen and said.
「 Yeah, Yomiko-san’s the type that would be too annoying no matter what so it’s better to let her give up to someone who can only have sex with Yo-chan for her lifetime 」
Nei gives advice.
「 Yes 」
「 We’re the same. Mana won’t have sex with anyone but Onii-chan, and I’ll never like anyone but Onii-chan. 」
Mana hugs Yomiko.
「 We’ll be together forever, Yomiko-san 」
「 Please take care of me 」
Yeah, while at it, if she gets used to everyone, then Yomiko will become cheerful again.
Half of her arrogant personality was her anxiety.
「 Luna will be with Agnes forever! 」
Agnes hugs Luna on the red bed.
It seems that she’s liked the friend of the same age.
「 Yes, please take care of me 」
「 Well, I hope that Jii-chan consents Yomiko’s case too 」
He asked me to give Tsukiko and Yomiko an aptitude test.
I can report that Yomiko has no aptitude, but if I ask him that I want to make her my “pregnant slave” will he agree?
「 I think Grandfather will allow it. For it has the same reason as Luna-san 」
Well, if she can’t become a prostitute, then Jii-chan thinks that there’s still a possibility that they become a shrine maiden if they have sex with me.
Entrusting her to Kuromori just like with Luna’s case prevents the intervention of strange people.
「 Naturally, we’ll also ask Grandfather to do so 」
Misuzu tells Yomiko.
「 And as for Tsukiko-san 」
Nei looks at Tsukiko.
「 So, what do you think, Yo-chan? After having sex with Tsukiko-san once, do you think she can become a prostitute? 」
「 I don’t know yet to be honest. I lost consciousness in the last part after all. 」
I fainted as I ejaculate.
「 But 」
If Luna and Yomiko can’t become a prostitute.
At least Tsukiko has to become a prostitute, or else Jii-chan won’t be convinced.
I don’t think that he wants a result where I say that the three of them have no aptitude.
「 Be honest Yo-chan 」
Nei smiles at me.
I guess I can’t really lie.
「 I don’t think that Tsukiko’s suited to become a prostitute either 」
I said. Tsukiko listens silently.
「 She, having sex with anyone who asks for it like a prostitute is I think… 」
「 Darling, just say your true feelings already 」
「 I’m holding Tsukiko’s hands. So, I know. Tsukiko also knows 」
Edie reads my mind through Tsukiko.
I ask my heart.
What do I think?
What do I feel?
「 Yeah, right. I think that my wording was different 」
I was substituting my words.
I was evading my feelings when I speak out.
「 I don’t know yet if Tsukiko’s suited to become a prostitute. However, I 」
Tsukiko looks straight at me.
「 I don’t want Tsukiko to become a prostitute. That’s just my personal and selfish feelings, but I don’t want Tsukiko to become a prostitute. 」
Tsukiko can’t become happy if she becomes a prostitute.
Even if Tsukiko gains the “Miko power.”
She will never be happy when she becomes a prostitute.
「 I want Tsukiko to be happy 」
I don’t know what that happiness is, but still.
I want to make her happy.
「 Kuromori-sama!!! 」
Tsukiko cried once again.
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「 In the end, Yo-chan wants to make lonely girls happy 」
「 Yo-chan always thinks that he wants to make everyone happy while looking at the reality 」
「 Therefore, we must make Danna-sama happier than ever as well 」
「 No, that’s not it 」
I remember the dream I had earlier.
「 Ever since I was a child, I was alone, so I can’t just leave someone who’s lonely in front of me. But, that’s just my selfishness, aspiration, after all, I can’t do anything 」
「 That’s not true. Onii-sama’s always doing something good for us 」
「 No, it’s not enough. I’m so useless, I don’t have any power. I should be able to do more than this. It’s not enough at all 」
「 I have a lot of things I can’t do for the family, for the bakery. More of them 」
Right now, I’m alive thanks to Minaho-neesan and Katsuko-nee helping me out.
I’m still not useful to anyone at all.
「 That’s not true! Onii-chan’s doing great! You’re working hard! I’m watching it all! Mana knows it! Onii-chan’s always working hard every day 」
「 Mana-chan, calm down for a second 」
「 Yo-chan’s hole in his heart is too big for him to understand that 」
「 Ever since a child, he’s ignored by his parents that he never grew up with at least a single praise 」
「 You never had them smile and pat your head praising you, saying “you did your best,” or “that’s great,” have you? 」
I try to recall.
「 Even Yo-chan’s late Grandmother wasn’t that kind of person, is she? She could be kind, and she might’ve taught Yo-chan a lot, but still, Yo-chan’s able to grow without too many distortions because that Grandmother was there 」
「 But, no one praised Yo-chan, is there? 」
「 Grandma, Grandma herself was also bullied by Mother. Grandma does all the housework, but she always receive Mother’s complains, mother persistently torments her while showing a nasty face. 」
Those who live that kind of life *-
-* won’t praise their grandson for what he does.
「 I’m thankful for Grandma for raising me. After all, if it weren’t for her, I would’ve long despaired and committed suicide 」
Grandma taught me to endure.
Oh, speaking of which, I hardly saw Grandma smile.
Grandma’s always been enduring as well.
「 Yo-chan had such experience so he can’t understand how hard he has worked. He doesn’t feel it even if we praise him. He believes that he’s useless and hadn’t made enough effort at all 」
「 Why? Onii-chan, why do you think that you’re useless? You’re working so hard though Onii-chan! 」
「 That’s how Onii-sama was raised by his parents 」
「 Parents? Nii-san’s father and mother? 」
Luna asks curiously.
「 Well, of course. Mother always told me “you’re so useless,” and “You’re not a worthy Grandson for Father,” Mother worshipped her father after all 」
Bitter memories come up.
「 But you see, Mother wants me to become some super genius which is just impossible. I’m an idiot, I can’t become a genius 」
「 When I had a quiz during my first year in elementary, I was told “it’s natural to get a perfect score there,” When she heard about the best performer in class, she preached me saying “why can’t you be like that child?” for hours I don’t get it. Mother wanted me to be better than anyone, that I must show that my Mother and Father’s blood is excellent, but I’m not a genius! 」
「 Nii-san, was your mother watching you study? 」
「 Never! Not even once! I’m always alone, Grandma’s condition isn’t getting any better, and even so, 」
「 When I was in second grade, Mother said “Someone as useless as you isn’t my child.” “You’ve inherited your father’s inferior blood, it’s too late. You’re such a stupid and useless kid, I don’t care about you” she said 」
Then, Mother ignored me completely.
Until then, she sometimes comes to me and persistently scold me and sometimes hit me, but,
Starting then, she treated me like air.
「 Nii-san’s father didn’t help you? 」
My memories are flashing back.
「 He said, “Sorry, but don’t expect something from me” 」
「 Right 」
Ah, as expected, Edie read through my memories with Tsukiko.
「 Yo-chan’s got a big hole in his heart, so he feels alone and lonely. Therefore, when there’s someone who looks lonely before him, then he wants to make that person happy. He does his best in doing so 」
「 But, I’m doing this for my own. It’s nothing to be praised. Even if I want to something, I can’t do it with my own power 」
「 That’s not true! I’m alive thanks to Onii-chan! 」
「 Mana-chan, you see 」
Nei looks at Mana.
「 In Yo-chan’s “ideal world,” Mana-chan can be happy even without Yo-chan 」
「 Why?! Mana’s happy to be in Onii-chan’s side 」
「 But for Yo-chan’s ideal world in his mind, he doesn’t exist. Therefore, a world where Yo-chan has to work hard isn’t enough for him, it’s incomplete 」
「 That’s why Yo-chan’s not convinced with the current situation, that he thinks that he’s still no good, that he needs to work harder 」
「 Why is it that Onii-sama doesn’t exist in his ideal world? 」
「 Darling’s Mama abandoned him, that’s why. She said, “I don’t need you” 」
「 That’s why even when Darling wishes for us to become happy, he doesn’t think that he should be happy. Once we’re happy, he’ll disappear like bubbles, or so he thinks 」
「 In short, Yo-chan’s still alone inside his heart 」
「 How can we save Danna-sama? 」
「 Hmm, I think that this one’s hard 」
Nei looks at me.
「 Yo-chan’s missing a mother. Furthermore, Yo-chan doesn’t know the kindness of an ordinary mother. He doesn’t know that mothers are supposed to protect their children 」
「 He’s neglected by his real mother 」
Ruriko looks at me worriedly.
「 For now, let’s kill her 」
No, wait, Michi.
「 That’s meaningless. It’s not a relationship where he hates her so much that he wants to kill her. Yo-chan talked about his father for the past four months but he never talked about his mother at all, see? The relationship is too thin. Even if she dies now, Yo-chan won’t feel any effect from it. That won’t close the hole 」
「 Then, what should we do Nei-chan? 」
「 I don’t know. We can’t substitute as Yo-chan’s mother, neither can Minaho-oneechan and everyone else. Oh, I see 」
Nei notices something.
「 That’s why Onee-chan’s not coming. They left it to us. They knew that this problem would be exposed if Tsukiko-san had sex with Yo-chan! 」
「 They know? But why are they not coming? 」
「 Well, Yo-chan doesn’t know mother’s love, so Katsu-nee and Nagisa-oneechan can do something about it with their huge tits 」
「 But, Darling’s missing is a mother, not “something motherly” 」
Oh, so that’s it.
「 This can’t even be fixed with “mother play,” and even the eldest women in the senior group isn’t at the mature age to become Yo-chan’s mother 」
If the senior group shows up, I’m confused by their “motherhood.”
It feels good to sleep with their huge breasts filling my face, but still.
That doesn’t fix what’s lacking in my heart.
「 For now, what we have to do is understand that we have such a problem. That way, we can cure it slowly, even if it takes decades 」
Nei said, Misuzu nods.
「 We’ll give birth to Danna-sama’s child and raise it with love that Danna-sama has to understand what a mother’s love is 」
「 That’s true, but we also need Onii-chan to know that Onii-chan has to be in the ideal world he thinks, I mean, it’s a problem if he’s not there 」
「 Also, we need to warn Onii-sama if he’s going too far beyond his limit 」
「 Yeah, Yo-chan’s working a bit too hard for these past four months. Let’s think this over again 」
「 Master works too hard that he thinks that he shouldn’t stop 」
「 Darling’s so powerful 」
Somehow, I feel like my women’s starting a meeting.
「 Papa 」
Agnes looks at me.
「 Agnes will die from sadness if Papa’s gone. Therefore, please stay with me forever 」
She tells me with worried eyes.
「 Luna’s the same, am I right? 」
「 Y-yeah, I-I have the same view as Agnes-san 」
「 Yo-chan, us to 」
「 No matter how happy we can be, it won’t be a paradise without Yo-chan 」
「 Yeah, we should show him in actions instead of just saying it. That way, we can close down the hole in Yo-chan’s heart little by little 」
「 We’ll make you happy even if we spend our life on it 」
「 Then, Tsukiko’s troubled, so that’s why she looked into Yo-chan’s heart 」
「 I now understand that Kuromori-sama genuinely wants to help us sisters 」
Tsukiko’s tearing up again.
「 Kuromori-sama, your heart is so lonely and yet, you still think of what’s best for us 」
「 That’s the biggest trap Kouzuki-ojiichan setup 」
Nei smiles wryly.
「 He knew that it would be like this once Tsukiko-san had sex with Yo-chan and her “Miko power” activates 」
「 He knew what? 」
I ask Nei.
Then, Nei asks Tsukiko.
「 Tsukiko-san, do you think that you can become a prostitute? 」