Chapter 754. I want to love

「 Everyone already knows that except for Megu-oneechan 」

Mana said.

「 Onii-chan’s feelings for us isn’t romantic love but familial love. Our family’s having sex, and so it’s misunderstood but, we jumped over the “just acquaintances,” or “friends,” or “lovers” relationship and became family right away 」

「 But, But! 」

Megu cries while hugging me.

「 I mean, didn’t Onii-chan tell Megu-oneechan a lot? He says, “Megu is my family,” not “lover,” not “fiance.” He meant that he loves you as family, get it?

「 But! 」

Megu sobs.

「 No matter how many times you say it, Megumi won’t understand. She only listens to what she wants to hear and believe 」

Edie said.

「 It’s not just Darling. Minaho and almost everyone warned Megumi multiple times. However, Megumi doesn’t want to accept it 」

That’s right.

Last night, Minaho-neesan and the seniors talked to Megu.

That her engagement with me is just a camouflage.

That in reality, it’s not a genuine romantic relationship.

「 But, I don’t want that! 」

Megu shouts.

「 I want to believe that Yoshi-kun loves me the most among the family, that he got engaged with me because he’s in love with me!!! 」


「 Luna has shown you what’s in Darling’s heart. That’s the truth, Darling’s filled with familial love and is unfamiliar with romantic love. I mean, he doesn’t even understand it 」

Edie said.

「 Therefore, he loves us all equally as family, and we don’t consider monopolizing Darling like how Megumi wants it to be. What we wish is for a family life with Darling as the center, not just romantic relationship 」

「 But, I, I want to be alone with Yoshi-kun! I want to be Yoshi-kun’s only wife! 」


「 I want Yoshi-kun to love only me!! 」

But, I.

I can’t choose only Megu.

「 Ah, I finally get it now why the Kouzuki ladies chose Nobu 」

Kana-senpai speaks up.

「 It means that Nobu’s a man who’s got a lot of space to spare. No, I know that he only picks only the lovely ones 」

She smiled at me.

「 That’s right. Darling has enough scale to accept Misuzu and Ruriko. I mean, there’s nobody else like that 」

「 An ordinary guy would be unfit to handle young ladies like that. And there’s even two of them 」

「 It’s not just Misuzu and the girls. Nei, Minaho, Katsuko and Nagisa, Michi and Agnes, all the girls are cute, but they’re quite troublesome, see? To tell you the truth, they’re girls who can’t be happy without Darling 」

「 Ufufu, aren’t you the same, Edie-san? 」

「 Naturally. I’m quite the troublesome girl too~ 」

Edie smiles.

「 Me too. Mana’s still a troublesome girl after all 」

Mana said.

「 I’m currently Onii-chan’s sex slave, and I can’t live as anything else. Therefore, I can’t leave Onii-chan’s sie 」

Mana who lost her past as Shirasaka Maika can only live as my slave.

「 I see. But if everyone keeps on clinging on Nobu, won’t he burst out? 」

Kana-senpai asks.

「 That’s why we need you, Kana, 」

Edie said.

「 You want me to be Nobu’s partner to vent out? 」

「 That’s wrong. Darling is always too considerate of us. Even in sex, he can’t even have fun. Therefore, he needs a partner who is pure, natural, and he can have fun with. Currently, Darling has a strong sense of duty towards the family. To have him not feel that way, we needed someone outside the family 」

「 And that doesn’t mean that all I have to do is have sex with Nobu, right? 」

Kana-senpai says.

「 That’s right. We want Kana to teach Darling the fun of being an ordinary high school student. Naturally, the rewards will be whatever you want it to be 」

Edie replied.

「 Misuzu doesn’t care about money as long as you do what we want. Kana’s wishes will come true. Naturally, I’ll do whatever I can as well. As long as it’s not murder or prostitution 」

You mean?

「 You’re serious? 」

「 Seriously serious 」

Edie looked at me.

「 We’re different from Megumi. Even if Darling’s feelings towards us is familial love, we love him romantically 」


「 We don’t want to force Darling to love us like how Megumi does. I mean, he already loves us., There’s no need for more if he already does 」

「 You know, that’s a cool line 」

Kana-senpai smiled at Edie.

「 I mean, calling him Darling isn’t just for appearances. I’m serious 」

「 Edie? 」

Megu’s surprised.

「 That’s why my biggest rival is Misuzu who calls Darling, ‘Danna-sama’ That girl is scary. That girl dares to make Darling love her for the rest of her life 」


「 Misuzu isn’t messy like Megumi, but instead, she slowly buries herself from the outer moat. That kind of girl is the scariest. She doesn’t want to see the results by tomorrow. She’s going for the long game 」

「 Yeah, Misuzu-oneechan’s the scariest 」

Mana said.

「 Mana is a slave. I don’t really want a special relationship with Onii-chan. I don’t even want it to become love. I mean, the association of sex slave and master is already unique 」

That’s right.

「 Michi-oneechan’s a masochist. She feels happy to be called a sex slave. Ruri-oneechan’s just flying around. Her common sense is different from the ordinary person’s common sense. To Ruri-oneechan, the family is everything, and she doesn’t mind destroying anyone who isn’t. Therefore, the fact that Ruri-oneechan calls Onii-chan “Onii-sama,” shows that he’s the center of the family, and that’s enough for her. She doesn’t even want to marry Onii-chan. Ruri-oneechan also loves us, her family. Maybe, she’d bless Onii-chan’s wedding and attend with a smile, but she’ll come to the bed with the bride on the first night of the newlyweds and also have sex with Onii-chan. That’s normal to her 」

Even if I marry someone else, she doesn’t think that my relationship with her, or with the family, will change.

To Ruriko, the family is an absolute existence.

「 Mana won’t comment for those older than Nei-oneechan. They have their adult circumstances, and they don’t want to marry Onii-chan in particular, do they? 」

The former prostitutes have given up on marrying me due to their past.

Nei has the trauma from loving her brother, not a boyfriend.

That is why I became Nei’s real brother on paper.

「 Agnes-chan wants Onii-chan to be her Papa. What about you, Luna-chan? 」

Mana asks.

「 I…Us Takakura sisters have to live with Nii-san. Tsukiko-oneesama wants to return to Kyoto, but she also decided to love only Nii-san for the rest of her life. Yomiko-oneesama and I are both Nii-san’s slaves, just like Mana-san. Besides, we never expected ourselves to have ordinary romance nor marriage 」

That’s the fate of the Takakura shrine maidens. But that was before.

「 Then, there’s that one big-shot, but that girl doesn’t seem to understand even herself, and so she’s just going around freely 」

Edie says something suggestively.

「 With that said, those only interested in becoming Darling’s lover is just Misuzu and me 」

Then, she sends Megu a glance.

「 We don’t even think of Megumi as a rival 」

「 That’s?! 」

「 We don’t consider someone who keeps on crying and causes trouble to the family a rival in love at all 」

She declares harshly.

「 You know, there’s another one rival in love though? 」


「 Yes, it’s me! 」

She smiled.

「 You know, usually, marriage is done outside the family. If that’s the case, don’t you think that I would be the most likely Nobu would fall for and get married as I’m outside the family? 」

「 W-Wait! 」

Megu screams, but,

「 Shut up, young girl. Edie-san’s right. You didn’t even enter my field of vision at all 」

Kana-senpai smiles in enjoyment.

「 Fighting the Kouzuki house’s Misuzu-sama for Nobu. Ufufu looks fun. I’d instead do that than become someone used only to vent out. It looks fun too! Ah, of course, I’m still going to do my perk as Nobu’s partner though 」

「 Don’t forget about me 」

Edie said.

「 Right. You’re strong. You’re making yourself look like some crazy person, but in reality, you’re quite smart. You’ve got a sweet face and body too 」

「 Right, things can change all the time 」

Edie smiles.

An American girl with blonde hair, blue eyes, and brown skin.

Her looks as wild fighter fools you, but,

That’s Edie’s camouflage.

Edie’s been polishing her beauty for the last four months.

If she puts on a beautiful dress, then she’ll look like an intellectual foreigner girl.

「 But, you can’t just use your cards that easily. You’ve got to aim for the chance where you can stir up Darling most effectively 」

「 Oh my, that’s scary 」

Kana-senpai says that yet she looks like she’s having fun.

「 Well then, let’s use my first card right away 」

Then, she looked at me.

「 Yesterday, want to go to a date in the school after you’re done selling your products? Like, linking arms kind of walk 」

「 W-Wait, Stop that! That will create rumors! 」

Megu tells Kana-senpai.

「 Yes, we’re going to walk around to create rumors 」

Kana-senpai says while showing a nonchalant face.

「 That would be thrilling. Nobu needs to start over and have a girl teach him what fun is 」

Start over.

「 Sex is nice, but, sorry, I mean that sex is essential. And so, we’ll have sex too. Should we go searching for locations where we can have sex covertly? If you want, I can skip the afternoon class. Oh, right. If the weather’s bright tomorrow then would you like to have sex in the lawn on the backyard? 」

「 W-What are you talking about Hoshizaki-san!? 」

Megu’s dumbfounded.

「 Oh, I’m in. I want to have sex with Darling there too! 」

「 Then, let’s do it together. I don’t mind 」

「 Don’t take Yoshi-kun away without my permission! 」

Megu said. Kana-senpai.

「 If you’re complaining, then get up to the same playing field. You’re a hundred years too early to give an opinion if you’re just a girl who keeps on clinging on Nobu 」

「 That’s right 」

Edie agrees.

「 Then, Mana will sneak out and join in to have sex with Onii-chan in school. Mana will hide in the boy’s bathroom before the break time, come over to rape me okay, Onii-chan? If any other boy finds Mana, it will be trouble! 」

She smiled.

「 Hey now, Mana 」

I don’t want anyone else to have his way with Mana.

「 Geez, don’t make that face. Don’t take it seriously, Mana is only for Onii-chan. That’s not what I mean, it’s only to have fun 」

「 Have fun? 」

「 That’s right, Nobu. At first, we can have sex or whatever, but let’s have fun. Nobu, you should enjoy your life more 」

Kana-senpai said.

「 But, I 」

I don’t know how to enjoy life.

「 Don’t make such a gloomy face. We’re going to look for fun things together! 」


「 If Nobu’s with the family, you worry about then, and so you can’t help but get serious on everything, right? But you don’t have to mind me., To be honest, you can go creampie then goodbye with your partners. If you got bored of me, then just toss me away. I don’t mind that 」

「 No, I can’t do that 」


「 It’s not like that you can’t. I won’t let you. I won’t be someone that will bore Nobu that easily. I mean, I’m not a rich lady like Misuzu-sama, but I’ll be sure to entertain you. Nobu. I’ve got that confidence, and so if you’re bored of me, then just abandon me 」

Kana-senpai laughs.

「 In half a year, Nobu will be in love with me. I’m sure of that. Falling in love starts with being together and having fun. I won’t be like that girl and just drag you down 」

She said and points at Megu.

「 Stop it! Don’t take Yoshi-kun away from me! 」


「 Nobu doesn’t belong to you! 」

She speaks coldly.

「 You don’t want to belong to Nobu, but you want him to belong to you. That’s quite selfish of you 」

「 I-I’m Yoshi-kun’s woman, since four months ago! 」

Megu replies in a small voice.

「 Wrong. You’re completely wrong. You belong to yourself, and you only treasure yourself. Even so, you ask Nobu too much. You don’t give him anything, and yet you take as much as you want. You’re broken 」

「 That’s not true! 」

Then, Mana speaks.

「 I think Megumi-oneechan should start over as Onii-chan’s sex slave 」

「 Mana? 」

「 First, you should give your all, your mind and body to Onii-chan, and start over 」

Mana tells her sister.

「 If not, Megu-oneechan would be the only one who hasn’t given her mind and body to Onii-chan. That’s why you’re making things complicated 」

「 I 」

Megu fell silent.

「 Well, who cares. Get away from Nobu already 」

Kana-senpai tells Megu.

Megu’s still hugging me naked.

She’s cried out a lot.

My penis is now limp, and it’s out of Megu’s vagina.

「 Right. It would be cumbersome for Darling if Megumi stays there 」

Edie said.

「 Y-Yoshi-kun, sorry 」

Megu gets off from me.

「 Also, if anyone’s okay with it, can you give the room to Nobu and me alone? Just for 15, no, 10 minutes 」


「 Don’t you feel sorry that he’s not having proper sex? 」


「 Let’s get some coffee in the other room 」

Edie smiled wryly and stands up.

「 It can’t be helped, I’ll leave this to Kana-san 」

Mana also picks up her clothes and stands up.

「 Onii-chan, Mana will look after Megumi-oneechan. Have fun with Kana-san 」

She smiled.

「 W-Wait! I 」

Megu doesn’t want to leave Kana-senpai and me alone.

「 Megumi-san, you need some time to cool off your head 」

Luna said.

「 Let’s go, Megumi 」

「 Mana has Megu-oneechan’s clothes now 」

「 I’m going too. Nii-san, take your time 」

「 H-Hey! 」

Then, the three took Megu out of the room.


The door to the waiting room is closed.

Kana-senpai and I are locked in this room.

「 Really, that must be hard for you Nobu 」

Kana-senpai smiled.

「 But, don’t worry, for I am here now! 」


「 Don’t stock it up. Don’t hold back. Just spit out your feelings. There’s no one here but Nobu and me! 」

She said, then holds my hand.

My hand lands on Kana-senpai’s chest.

It’s soft, and she’s got a beautiful shape.

「 Can you feel it, I’m excited. It’s been like this since earlier! 」

Kana-senpai looks at me with passionate eyes.

「 Do you know why? 」

「 I don’t 」

「 Ufufu, that’s because I now know the reason why I was born 」


「 I’m born to love Nobu. I’m sure of that 」


「 Now that we’re alone, it might not be fun for you. You may feel nervous. But, I’m having fun right now 」


Being with me?

「 That’s why you should feel the fun first. Believe me. I’m sure that it will be fun for Nobu too. It will be fun to be with me 」

Feel the fun with Kana-senpai.

「 Nobu, you don’t want your family to hate you, do you? 」


「 That’s why you’re passive in sex, and even if that girl interrupts the sex with her cries, you don’t get angry at all. 」

「 No, that’s 」

「 Don’t say excuses. You were in the middle of it, weren’t you? If it’s an ordinary boy, then “Fuck that, let me have it to the end,” is what they would say. But Nobu held back. Is that girl, Megumi-chan that important to you? 」

「 Megu is my family 」

That’s all I can say.

「 You love her that much, and yet she says “I don’t want anything other than lovers” That girl doesn’t understand how important she is to Nobu 」

「 But, I didn’t help out Megu earlier 」

Kana-senpai and Edie condemned her a lot.

「 That’s because you thought that you should stay silent, right? 」

「 That’s true, but 」

Kana-senpai touches my forehead with hers.

「 If you think that it’s for her sake, then that’s good enough 」

「 But, I’m dumb, and there are better men out there, I think they could’ve said something for Megu’s sake 」

「 Don’t aim too high. Nobu, you already thought of the best for that girl, that’s good enough! Don’t mind anything else 」

「 But 」

「 If the talk went poorly, then that’s her decision. Nobu, you don’t need to take that much responsibility 」

「 But, I, Megu 」

「 What? 」

Kana-senpai smiles at me.

「 Megu is my family 」

「 I know that already. Then, what are you to her? 」


「 You’re in the same family, but you’re not the master of the household? 」

Minaho-neesan’s the head of our family.

Not me.

「 Even if it’s your family, there are things you can’t do. Things you can’t get involved in. You have to leave the rest to the other members. They’re much smarter than you, didn’t you say that? 」

「 That’s true, but 」

「 If they can’t do anything, then it’s all her fault. You can’t do anything about it 」

「 But 」

「 Geez! 」

Kana-senpai hugs me tightly.

「 You’re uneasy, you must be feeling restless. I can tell 」

「 I 」

「 It’s okay. Don’t just hide away that feeling, let it out 」

Let it out.

「 That’s the reason why I’m here. My body too 」


「 Let out all of the helpless emotions you have in me 」

You mean?

「 Yes. I’m here for Nobu to rape. I also want to be Nobu’s toy 」

Kana-senpai said then she gets up on the table.

Then she spreads her legs.

「 Go on, do what you want 」

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